*BLUES!

maybe this is the feeling of becoming numb after all.

and if your life gets repeatative and you do the same things over and over, you get sick of it.

i wonder how am i supposed to survive in the workforce later in my life..

and so i watched the Columbine tragedy video.

how some people can be so strong in their faith and even forgo human's basic instinct for survival for a chance to glorify God's name never fails to amaze me. i wonder whether they ever backslided, ever pushed Him aside for worldly gains at all. but i guess they did, cause after all we're all human. it's so hard to not be sunday Christians, so i guess the only way to do it proper is through fervent prayer and to dig his word.

As ever,im thankful for my dear friends and family who might need to hit me on the head ever so occasionally when i need to wake up alittle.

don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school

i'll just pray sleep and feel all the better tomorrow!

FOOD is GOOD

IM DETERMINED TO RUN FOR MY FATS!

as chester puts it