*life

But in this modern complicated world, man breaks down under the strain, the
bewilderment, disappointment, and disillusionment. He gets lost, goes crazy,
commits suicide. I don't know what's going to happen to this world in the next
hundred years or so, but I can guarantee you life isn't going to get any
simpler. Worry and doubt bring on a bellyache. Mankind's building up the biggest
psychic bellyache in history.

wanna run away from reality and be secluded in traquility. if only there was a place on this earth where decisions didn't have to be made because you know you will have the absolute best and nothing else, the best part is that no one can take it from you, even with brute force. i'm so thankful and glad i already know the place where this exists, it's just a pity that it's unreachable, just for now.

*I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you

this picture has nothing to do with the following entry, i just liked it
alot when i saw it on postsecret. imagine this stuck on someone's window by
their other half! so simple yet so meaningful :)

time and time again, i've said i'll distance myself.

time and time again, i've failed.

time and time again, we've grown closer.

time and time again, we've drifted apart.

time and time again, we've acted ignorant.

time and time again, we've pretended to be too busy to talk.

time and time again, we've called only to leave a missed call.

time and time again, we talk about the future.

time and time again, we've been selfish.

time and time again, i tell myself that it wouldn't be possible.

time and time again, i tell myself i wouldnt be happy.

time and time again, i like the time spent.

time and time again, i tell myself that this can't go on.

time and time again has gone on for a few years.

this time i'm going to do it for real.

no more caving-in.

no more being the first to take initiative.

if you can't be bothered why should i even be.

even if you bothered, perhaps i can't be bothered no more.

it's too tiring to think, to wait, to wonder.

time and time again, i'll start anew.

*

I am UTTERLY disappointed in you.