*offdays

IM GETTING USED TO WORK! IM FINDING NEW THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO EVERYDAY :) :) i hope i get a superbly good grade for attachment. so im gonna really push myself.

on a side note, attachment kinda helps me save money, because my beloved mummy cooks my meals for me to bring to work = save money! BUT, during my off days i go shopping, and all the saving just drains. because im so deprived i act like a jail bird that just got released. but it's one of the few and only sources that gets my spirits up again and i really need(want) it. God's helping me though, he refuses to let my internet browser log onto www.swell.com!! WHYYYY, with it's sales and pretty dresses im bound to really find something i like. my mental shopping list is growing longer everyday. and the people at fareast (in fact everywhere) are selling boots to tempt me even more. oh, and i keep looking at kate spade i just can't enough of their bags! ARRRRRRR.. worldy retail temptations.

and my aunty's coming back to singapore soon!!! and she's coming to stay with me! YIPPEE.


I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!
simmy, let's meet up soonest, i feel like it has been forever :(
lala, quick come and sew your dress, the cloths turning yellow waiting for you
secondstory girls + chestnutchow(you're my gf too laaa) PRESS ON for PRCP! :) atleast i know we're all in this tgt.


nuf' ranting for this episode of offdays!

*OHthegloomsetsin

I'm not always available on weekends anymore.
I cannot go to church everyweek anymore.
I won't be there at everysingle family day.
I'm going to start missing the few people that i like to see often so much more.
I might have weekdays where im off but i'll stay at home to recuperate or not go out because everyone else with normal jobs/school is busy.
I might not get my public holidays off.
I might have to work while everyoneelse with normal jobs/school is sleeping.
I have to talk to old people everyday.
I have to wear my fake, non-genuine smile that i'm getting oh-so-used-to more often.
I have to psych myself to maintain a rather happy disposition on my job.
work hours are AM:7-3.30pm, PM: 1-9pm, ND: 8.30-7.30am, 40 hours+ a week, 5days a week

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i keep praying for God to let me find that silver lining and to sustain me through this all the way through to 19FEB.
any offers for car rides, happy injecting time, long talks, long walks are welcomed.
i need my chickensoup for the soul.

*one more time over please

FYI: i finally got the comment column to work!!! after forever!! it's this little link at the bottom :) :)

*edit: im too lazy to post photos on blogger one by one coz it takes too much effort and blogger can be such an *** sometimes, so here goes! :)





1st of all, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to my beloved younger monster of a sister!
(stop blocking me on msn and being childish already..)





20 points that made me happy over the past week

1. leaves that turn yellow/red




2. how the water in the streams and lakes are so clear you can see the rocks and pebbles made smooth by the long flowing water on the beds
3. quiet thinking time alone
4. long walks
5. BOOTS!! (singapore should be cooler, im becoming a boots convert!!)
6. H&M!
7. goodlooking people everywhere you turn, it's like taking a walk in an alternative world
8. cruising at 280km/h in a porsche down the autobahn, with the roar of the engine in your ears
9. pretty euro cars everywhere
10. intricate, to die for, timeless architecture and structures
11. long train rides watching the mountains and lakes and people and houses and and and...
12. how you can stand on a snow covered mountain and not feel cold with only one layer of clothes on because the sun has come out
13. talking to random people from other countries ( there was this algerian cook that has made a mongolian tent his home for the past 4months!)
14. me and my aunt laughing at my mum step on cow shit all the time
15. the best tiramisu i've ever eaten
16. the best gelato and pizza in milan
17. cheese everything
18. humungous supermarkets
19. how there's bubbly every night and it's always different and pleasant to drink (campari and rose from italy , countless reds and whites, german beers...)
20. the availability of schweppes bitter lemon








update with more pictures soon! :)

*work's out!

ZERO more working days! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
will be back soon enough, but not so soon

escaping the heat & humidity

update again soon :)

i'm loving house & the shallow-mindedness of gossip girl!
and my fave show of all time!!! PUSHING DAISIES!