*euphoria

Mindless Shallow, non-brainy post coming up.

YES my attachments are over!

the counting down of the seconds, the rushing of the casestudy, the never ending serving of urinals and bedpans, the refusal to wipe asses, slacking off at that corner behind the water cooler thing, Chester's LESS, down there, rushing off once the time is up cause next shift is morning shift, Busrides, getting freaked over scandals,the ER event, checking of results ofn the doctor's xray comp after a whole morning of anxious waiting, Lucas's "HELLO NURSE". it goes on. it was all good while it lasted. BUT noone complains when the holidays are here RIGHT? although my holidays this time round will be really short, i aint complaining. I will make the most of it, and get that properly rested feeling before the start of year 2.

yesterday and today, i felt exceptionally happy, like im on a high, Some euphoric Drug. HAHA no worries i aint a drug addict. many factors contributed to my euphoric state of mind.

Sentosa with MR Smiley. HA i kept my word of not putting ur face on friendster or my blog. Whatever. You're not here, it's Mr smiley i took the photo with. i took the train thing for the 1st time, not bad, i'll go to the beach more often already, it's really fast. and though i didnt change a shade at all, the company and sea and sandcastle and sun(that only came out when it was setting) was all worth one day of my packed schedule. and best of all i got to eat Roti prata after. Pure bliss. i went home feeling all happy.

And today was the day with my tall sis! HIGH TEA! HAHAHA what more can i say? Everytime Everytime we take retard photos. and deep dark secret? TO THE LEFT. you ar, this is all ur fault, i can never listen to the song properly and never face him properly again. unglam high tea moments, stuffing food, Tofu, Chocolate, not eating the seeds, camwhoring in the TOILET, benglish, Havs, crap, jasmine, MORNING DEW, LOVE!

pardon my rattling off of random words that come to my brain. But really.

I plastic-ed myself with that cute Cukoo clock. :)

Does gluttonny of happiness Kill?

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*IVY CRAWLS

sometimes in life, you have to sit down, stop in your tracks for awhile, and THINK.

i had that moment today. Actually i've been having that "moment" for quite a few days now.

been thinking and re thinking. do i really want to do what im studying to do now for the rest of my life? or do i want something else. and i suddenly realise that i have many things that i actually want to do. travel the world, meet all kinds of people, see what the poorest of the poorest are really like, and be amazed @ how they survive, and be grateful, Spread the word, Sky dive, Dive somemore, and the list goes on.



but then again, i feel as if the path im taking now is the right way to go, and something that i will not regret ( but then again im a forward looking person and i rarely regret). so i look upon the little joys everyday to make me go on, and these reassures myself of the route i've chosen and the route He showed me.





Today, a patient found an eggshell in his food. he seemed really angry, and demanded to speak to the sister, all of us were really anxious, because in any service line, as long as the client is not happy, your image will be tarnished alittle. However, when the order was taken again for the next day's meals, he wanted to remark in the remarks column, " DO NOT PUT POISON IN MY FOOD." although he didnt do it in the end, when i heard it, i was deeply amused, and couldn't stop laughing. little things like that make my day, and though it might not seem funny to most others. Really, finding the little happiness everyday really makes life all the more better :)