*am i ready?

im so glad attachment's finally over.
the irratic hours somehow allow one only to socialise with your own kind. (i sound as if im talking about some specific species).
anyhow, i will try to always make time for family and friends.

somehow, i'm not all that excited about the new year. it seems as if time has dissappeared into nothingness and i feel as if i haven't had enough of 2006. but time isn't gona wait. and it seems to be rushing off to catch the earliest train. i'll just keep running.

when you bothered, i ignored.when i bother, you do what i did.i just feel like giving up.but i just can't bring myself to do it. it has become more than a shallow thing.so all i can do is toss it into the back of my brain and tune my sensitivity switch down.
after all, i've become quite an expert at becoming feeling-less.when i want to.