give me a reason...

of fresh starts

2010-01-21T20:21:00.000-08:00

CATCH ME AT THE NEW PLACE! (:

breadbutteredonallsides.wordpress.com

*of loves

2009-08-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

you people make ~~mundane~~ perth weekends so awesome,

I'm exhausted on a sunday night,

and I've got class tomorrow @ 8am!! GAH

*of new places

2009-07-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

*of random facts or "facts"

2009-07-07T18:38:00.000-07:00

eeeeeeks! I might sticky tape my mouth nose and ears while i sleep now. Makes me wonder if the 8 spiders statistic actually includes those mountain people who actually have spiders as part of their daily cuisine/delicacies.

COUNTDOWN: 2 MORE DAYS! GAH.

and i've yet to vacuum pack my mountain of clothes that's been successfully dumped in the luggage. I guess that being able to finalize what to bring over is already an achievement in it's own right.

So gonna miss so many of my loves! and i ALREADY do miss some a whole lot although i'm not even gone yet.

P.S. firefox sarrkss it doesnt allow me to upload pictures. seems like i have to keep my safari and not delete :S

*just add water

2009-07-02T03:33:00.000-07:00

Not using the organ that's stored in your skull's extremely dangerous.
It goes into auto-pilot degenerative mode.
Then after awhile, all you feel you have is just a soaked sponge that just sits in there.
Which equates to transforming into a blob of jelly, moving just becomes excruciating.

On another note, the countdown has begun and i really should start doing the things i've been procrastinating! and i have no idea how to publish photos onto blogspot with this mac!grrr. they just dont appear. i guess now all i have is facebook because iphoto makes it all so easy! :)

*of freaks

2009-05-27T19:21:00.000-07:00

very disturbed by this freak. why does it look like a cross between a hamster, rat, and chick to me? i think the tail freaks me out the most coupled with it's chick-like legs. OK. it's the whole package. Ewww.

*readings

2009-05-26T09:53:00.000-07:00

"What was once orgiastic devilry is now just another way of walking..."

-
Borges

*of random outbursts

2009-05-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

WOAH CHECK OUT DADDY IN HIS FRED PERRY SHIRT!! hah. upon confrontation, he said, "we used to wear ralph lauren polos all the time too. you youngsters are unoriginal. we set all the trends" WOAH again.

this was taken when my inconspicious speck of a sister was not even yet a speck in this world. inexistant's the word.

and this was baking day with simmy my love! (heh, no we are not gg to show you the failed photos. only the pretty 'uns) the fluffy eggwhites before it became otherwise :( CHOC ECLAIRS NEXT! ( pierre hermes smth smth puff thing to be precise) on a day where we're not dazelike, and possess more patience.

last random photo! BP people just have this chemistry, it just flows somehow. even when we are on diff channels (uncle hui & uncle heng speak in extremely fast bullet-train like mandarin that we have to sometimes playback in our heads slowly to comprehend. and they claim me and simmy converse in extremely fast english, which is entirely untrue.) we somehow compromise with some rojak and it just all slips into place like a jigsaw!

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aight, im gone

*toothpaste adverts

2009-05-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

we grit our teeth

because my camera has a smile function that apparently is either retarded or quite hard to fool.

(and to the 3rd person that has obliged, arent you glad i didnt post the picture up? :P, dont worry im a person of my word)

so kindly oblige and entertain me upon request alright ? :)

2MORE DAYS!!!!!!!

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PS. pls pray for me, that i'll be able to get a hostelroom. they said priority for foreign students, but i was thinking, doesnt curtin consist mainly or rather majority of the students are foreign students? AHHH... pray pray pray.

*rubbish succinctly put

2009-05-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

always loved being in moving things. something about the constant change of environment and the therapeutic bumpbump rhythm that brings this somewhat calming effect unto me. absolutely have no qualms taking the bus even if it takes a longer time than the train.

ahh, the train! the train on the other hand. to be specific, the morning rush hour trains. it's a different story altogether. no, that particular mode of transport does not calm me at all. i'm actually quite suprised there's no one form of violence breaking out. and somehow it becomes perfectly alright to invade another's bubble of personal space, reducing perhaps a 50cm X 50cm space to a resemblance of vacuum-packed,sardine-canned people. they feel completely comfortable pressing their bodies into complete strangers just to get into the train. oh do not even suggest waiting for the next one, because the others who have managed to squeeze past you using their elbows or snubbing your little toe will just give you the OH-i-earned-my-place-so-you-can-wait look. Thank God most people shower in the mornings or atleast smell better. may i emphasize MOST. there was once an individual who decided since he was tall enough he could raise his arms to stabilise himself by supporting the ceiling (which serves the purpose of supporting him) i shall not try to describe this person as i might come out sounding like some racist snob, but omgosh please do not ever put me through that again. i had to skillfully maneuvre using hockeypockey moves to atleast turn my head from the aroma. another thing is HAIR! why do people think it's alright to stick their hair into your face? PLEASE TAKE YOUR SHOWERS IN THE MORNINGS. it perks you up! eeks. ok i should stop.

having whined and complained i've concluded that i generally just dislike the train due the the associations i've made with it to the rush hour crowd.

ME LIKES SCENIC TRAIN RIDES STILL. like those in europe :)

i do not abhore public transport though, i'd say many things have happened on busrides. especially with good company and stimulating topics! classic moments!

( 1. the shock-and-horror when we discovered we've been "bad-mouthing" and dissecting a person from the past was sitted right behind us! oh ofcourse we tried to hide.

2. having "guyish" conversations that are oh so shallow and will cause eavesdroppers to turn their heads out of curiosity

3.heart to heart talks whispered silently lest strangers eavesdrop )

just to name a few. oh and even if there's no company, it's a great time for reflection.

on an extremely happy note, i'm stopping work next friday! no more morning madness trains for me... cant wait cant wait..

so much to do, so little time.

i've been getting the weirdest cravings!!

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* i should really develop a habit of proof-reading or spell checking my entries. RAR!

apparently not gonna happen anytime soon.

*Of phases

2009-05-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

It always amazes me how the needs/wants of the human being changes with age. How just the basic food, water and shelter that our predecessors yearned for and were so contented with just does not satisfy our insatiable appetites (or constantly wavering appetites) anymore.

As an egg and forming foetus in your mother’s womb, all you needed was nutrients and warmth, all of which was supplied directly into your blood.

Then, as a baby, all you needed was milk and your mother’s touch, naturally the majority of us got that too.

After that as a toddler, all it took were simple games and activities that can be repeated repeatedly and you never got tired of to keep you perfectly contented.

In the early school going age, we were ecstatic when we received stickers or small simple tokens (sweets, games…)

In the pre-pubescent age, we were perfectly contented with material things that gave us an identity that of us growing up and becoming a teenager ( new bag/your 1st cell phone perhaps in today’s context).

In your teenage years you yearn to be recognized to belong, to be seen as a respected individual and not a kid anymore.

And now comes the turning point. Where you’re at a point that you’re forced to make big decisions. The parents refuse to aid your decision-making when you want them to, saying you’ve got to learn to be on your own, but in retrospect still pull restrictions to some extent. They want to let go, but are still learning to let go of the long-held ropes slowly. They pull back sometimes, in fact plenty of times choking you, making the tension between both parties ever tighter. They try to placate you with materials things. Somehow it does not work anymore, tired of having to fake reactions and emotions that are expected of you. Thus, causing even more tension.

I’d like to continue through to adulthood and death. But I’m still stuck at the above point. Pray I’ll be able to feel my way through this.

Oh this tug-o-war is tiring me so.

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I keep having conversations in my head with myself at work these days. my hands know what they have to do on their own already and have developed like a second brain, thus, allowing my main brain to have conversations with itself. sometimes it drives me insane, i've had so many questions about virtually everything. most of the questions dont have answers to them.

I've got to stop thinking. i miss the days where i didnt think as much.

*bluemoon

2009-04-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

take me home to your secret,
take me home to your wild sanctuary..

one of the many stupid face photos we took! NOW MY "BESTFRIEND" and I are the same age! hope you enjoyed your day love :)

alright, forgive my negligence to this space that's supposed to be filled with updates. Somehow i just did not have the "inspiration" or rather determination to keep this mouldy piece of cheese fresh!

so anyway, today i was trying to decide which of the campus's hostels i want to stay in. they all have around 6 people in one house. after awhile, the various hostels all started to look the same and rent ranges from 130 -145 so i guess it's negligible difference, well, kinda. i couldnt make up my mind. i continued reading the descriptions and looking through virtual tours, alas! i had my decision-making factor!

TENANTS to BATHROOM RATIO!

i want,need,yearn, my own bathroom! imagine not having to fight with others in the mornings, waking up at the last minute and having that oh so luxurious space to yourself. taking long showers and not having to care if you're hogging the toilet. lastly, not having to clean up someone else's mess.

in the end i settled on the flat that has one connecting bathroom between 2 rooms. 6 rooms in a flat.

praypray my bathroom-sharer will be some sort of a clean freak and takes quick showers, is not weird, does not hog the bathroom and someone i'll connect with.

2nd choice was the house that has priority for japanese students-only because they've got single bathrooms attached to your individual room. oh, and japanese styled beds? if they place me here, God forbid, there be any cosplay jap students that reads mangas and watches anime 24/7.

oh the possibility of meeting new weird people who will definately make an impact on your life. only because you're kinda forced to be living together.

exciting and scary all at once

*ofyoutubing

2009-03-15T08:57:00.000-07:00

FIND ME A GUY THAT SINGS AND PLAYS THE GUITAR LIKE HIM AND I'LL GO JELLY!

haha. this person in AWESOME-est.

simmy, now the list has grown longer. cooks curry and sings great songs:)

*myotherformofexercise

2009-03-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

while trying to get most of my shopping done in probably one of my last free weekdays before i throw myself back into money-making mode or in the mother's terms- gaining new experiences and exposure (as if this will be of much help to my future career, and it's not as if i havent had enough exposure from dealing with all the crappy things in hospitals) anyway, back on track, i realised the main reason for me not being able to get what i want despite having thronged almost the whole of town for the past few weeks. i don't know what i want anymore!

atfirst i started off with a vague idea of what i wanted. when i saw the perfect one, i flipped the price tag over and it scared my wallet into hiding. so i lowered my standards abit, but somehow the 2nd perfect one didnt show or rather wasn't up to standard. so again i lowered my standards and now i've come to the point where i don't know what i want anymore. so perhaps this is why girls never get bored of shopping. they try to find the "perfect"one , but actually we've got absolutely no idea what we want. we're just waiting for it to pop out like magic right infront of us. AH, the mindless wondering.

disclaimer: ok maybe not all girls. i think it's just me :(

*wearenotmaids

2009-03-09T20:43:00.000-07:00

days this holidays spent with jamie. so far. and more more to come :)
you know i love you 'bestfriend'. gorgeous people flock together! hahahah

IM ABSOLUTELY HAPPY WITH MY NEW SHOES!!!! it's funny how a simple thing like shoes can make a girl so superficially happy. my next 'need'; a bag. and im superbly fussy. it's officially now what 6months into my bag search and i've yet to find one that i'll want to use.

on another sad note, i've got an eye infection!!! in both eyes! i promise myself never to wear expired contact lenses again :(( now i cant go swimming and i can only run with my specs which i don't want to because it causes so much discomfort. seems like the only form of exercise i'll be getting for the next few days will only be on my stationary bike at home. hopefully the pounds dont pile...

*ofgazebos&climbingthem

2009-02-28T07:14:00.000-08:00

1st of all,
HAPPY 20TH SIMMY DEAR!!! :)
have a blessed blessed year ahead.

on another note, it's like a blink of an eye and one week of my so called "after graduation-vacation" is over! i want this to go on FOREVER! :) :)
imagine not having to work, not having to do anything but the things you love.
we can only dream...

*howiplantorot

2009-02-25T06:31:00.000-08:00

it's really upsetting how countless e-books are available. i have the entire shopaholic series. but the saddest thing is that no matter how hard i try to read them i just can't! i've put them in pda to try to read. read it off the computer screen. but the feeling's just not there.

therefore i conclude that the only way to read a book is to have it in your hands. the solid hard paper in your hands, that you can smell, the smell of freshly printed pages, how history collects in there.

i really love books made of paper in hardcopy! :)

*you should

2009-02-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

i have such a long list of to do(s) in my head it's just a matter of when and how i'm going to arrange it and plan it. from my future, to my present, logical down to earth stuff to emotional insides. i've been keeping them in little boxes in a corner for just alittle too long. it's about time to take them out for some reshuffling and organisation. it's the beginning of my new beginning.

SUBMITTED!!!

2009-02-15T06:52:00.000-08:00

now all i have to do is post my documents, pay (seriously, they're not only blood suckers , brain suckers but money suckers as well, what if you get rejected! you pay 10bucks to get rejected?)

thn cross all my body parts that can be possibly crossed and pray real hard really really earnestly pray.

can't wait for friday!
4more working days :)
and i'll pray again for 4 smooth days where i can eat my meals, and go home punctually.

anticipation

2009-02-10T04:31:00.000-08:00

7

more

OFFICIAL
WORKING
DAYS!!!! :) :) :)
ohman.cantwaitcantwait.icandoiticandoit!
forward to more days spent with people i love, activities i love, things i love, places i love.
bottom line: i can't wait

*ladywiththelamp

2009-02-04T04:25:00.000-08:00

at times like these i really doubt myself.
the confidence blow is the biggest thing.
i ask myself again whether i should really pursue and continue what i've already started.
if i do, this becomes my life.
risking myself towards a legal battle everyday, one simple mistake and you're blackmarked forever.
people lose their faith in you.
you lose faith in yourself.

but i know he'll never give up on me
he's constantly my pillar of strength.
it's only at times like these where i forsake him does everything go wrong.
remind me to keep praying.

Thank God it's my off day tomorrow.
i really really really cant wait for all these to come to an end.
:(

*my lost

2009-01-08T02:13:00.000-08:00

MY IPOD DIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((

just a simple light drop from less than 30cm and it's gone. just like that.

now i'll have more busrides where i'll have to sing to myself in my mind,
i'll read more books instead of music,
my hearing will improve (hopefully),
i can eavesdrop of people.

the 1st generation nano has been with me for 4years! im reluctant to just chuck it into the bin, although it doesnt work anymore, it does have memories attached to it, just like every other thing that you've kept with you for awhile.

should i buy a new mp3 player?

*ofinspirations

2008-12-21T17:17:00.000-08:00

after jamie's dance performance. btw, JIEMI loved your dance
performance (although i didnt really say i enjoyed the hiphop ones at the
first part, but thn you werent in it) and i don't regret sacrificing my other
appointment for you! :):)

Somehow the only inspiration i get to blog is only during very obscure times of the day, like in the morning at 6am as i walk to the carpark to go to work. or when im in the toilet... i get this sudden strong urge to write my thoughts at that moment down. i tell myself to keep that thought in mind, but when i come to the create post page, all that urge just disappears! which explain my recent and regular MIA from my blog. this same situation goes for replying smses, or the other option will be that i just simply forget! i just cant help it.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING :)

i've got the whole FEELING channeling in for me this year, i don't know why.

and the best thing this week is that i only have to work for 4days! (mon tue, sat sun) which is AWESOME. :) :)

an early BLESSED CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE <3

*mysock

2008-12-08T07:11:00.000-08:00

can i have an UKELELE for christmas please?
just one worldly gift.
and the other wishes im still working at them, but i think no amount of cash needs to be spent!

*theuglycouldbebeautiful

2008-12-02T06:56:00.000-08:00

the point of this entry is just to show that im still ALIVE! and that it is still in my capacity to attempt to be ugly (ofcourse always accompanied by my one and only tall sis) :) action hero comic strip-im too lazy to do. can the tall sis pls do it ? :) 3more weeks, 4more days, to a happier me!!!

i want an angmoh bf! (ok random spurts of nonsense) actually i think the only reason for that spurt of nonsense is so i can marry that guy, and shift to some place with the fourseasons, and wear boots and trench coats, and have excuses to buy clothes for the fourseasons. alright enough of nonsense.

proper update soonest! i kinda promise :)

Lovebug

2008-11-12T02:11:00.000-08:00

i really really like this music video :) the artsy fartsy oldish way of presentation.

we should have a party where all of us dress like that ! and the song's good too! it gives me a warm squishy feeling in my insides :)

think i might loop it

*offdays

2008-10-30T20:09:00.000-07:00

IM GETTING USED TO WORK! IM FINDING NEW THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO EVERYDAY :) :) i hope i get a superbly good grade for attachment. so im gonna really push myself.

on a side note, attachment kinda helps me save money, because my beloved mummy cooks my meals for me to bring to work = save money! BUT, during my off days i go shopping, and all the saving just drains. because im so deprived i act like a jail bird that just got released. but it's one of the few and only sources that gets my spirits up again and i really need(want) it. God's helping me though, he refuses to let my internet browser log onto www.swell.com!! WHYYYY, with it's sales and pretty dresses im bound to really find something i like. my mental shopping list is growing longer everyday. and the people at fareast (in fact everywhere) are selling boots to tempt me even more. oh, and i keep looking at kate spade i just can't enough of their bags! ARRRRRRR.. worldy retail temptations.

and my aunty's coming back to singapore soon!!! and she's coming to stay with me! YIPPEE.

I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!
simmy, let's meet up soonest, i feel like it has been forever :(
lala, quick come and sew your dress, the cloths turning yellow waiting for you
secondstory girls + chestnutchow(you're my gf too laaa) PRESS ON for PRCP! :) atleast i know we're all in this tgt.

nuf' ranting for this episode of offdays!

*OHthegloomsetsin

2008-10-20T03:17:00.000-07:00

I'm not always available on weekends anymore.
I cannot go to church everyweek anymore.
I won't be there at everysingle family day.
I'm going to start missing the few people that i like to see often so much more.
I might have weekdays where im off but i'll stay at home to recuperate or not go out because everyone else with normal jobs/school is busy.
I might not get my public holidays off.
I might have to work while everyoneelse with normal jobs/school is sleeping.
I have to talk to old people everyday.
I have to wear my fake, non-genuine smile that i'm getting oh-so-used-to more often.
I have to psych myself to maintain a rather happy disposition on my job.
work hours are AM:7-3.30pm, PM: 1-9pm, ND: 8.30-7.30am, 40 hours+ a week, 5days a week

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i keep praying for God to let me find that silver lining and to sustain me through this all the way through to 19FEB.
any offers for car rides, happy injecting time, long talks, long walks are welcomed.
i need my chickensoup for the soul.

*one more time over please

2008-10-15T19:35:00.000-07:00

FYI: i finally got the comment column to work!!! after forever!! it's this little link at the bottom :) :)

*edit: im too lazy to post photos on blogger one by one coz it takes too much effort and blogger can be such an *** sometimes, so here goes! :)

1st of all, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to my beloved younger monster of a sister!
(stop blocking me on msn and being childish already..)

20 points that made me happy over the past week

1. leaves that turn yellow/red

2. how the water in the streams and lakes are so clear you can see the rocks and pebbles made smooth by the long flowing water on the beds
3. quiet thinking time alone
4. long walks
5. BOOTS!! (singapore should be cooler, im becoming a boots convert!!)
6. H&M!
7. goodlooking people everywhere you turn, it's like taking a walk in an alternative world
8. cruising at 280km/h in a porsche down the autobahn, with the roar of the engine in your ears
9. pretty euro cars everywhere
10. intricate, to die for, timeless architecture and structures
11. long train rides watching the mountains and lakes and people and houses and and and...
12. how you can stand on a snow covered mountain and not feel cold with only one layer of clothes on because the sun has come out
13. talking to random people from other countries ( there was this algerian cook that has made a mongolian tent his home for the past 4months!)
14. me and my aunt laughing at my mum step on cow shit all the time
15. the best tiramisu i've ever eaten
16. the best gelato and pizza in milan
17. cheese everything
18. humungous supermarkets
19. how there's bubbly every night and it's always different and pleasant to drink (campari and rose from italy , countless reds and whites, german beers...)
20. the availability of schweppes bitter lemon

update with more pictures soon! :)

*work's out!

2008-10-03T03:26:00.000-07:00

ZERO more working days! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
will be back soon enough, but not so soon

escaping the heat & humidity

update again soon :)

i'm loving house & the shallow-mindedness of gossip girl!
and my fave show of all time!!! PUSHING DAISIES!

the countdown

2008-09-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

f1's official umbrella

been trudging through the pages of f21,swell,ninewest, and other local shopping blogs.
and GOODNESS my fingers are itching so much,
my pocket wants to cough out what's little left of it.
MIND OVER TEMPTATION, MIND OVER TEMPTATION
i should now go and indulge in my books
or look out for places i want to go to in that travel guide i just got. since there won't be waves to surf on this time, i should ski instead :)
3more working days and 1restday to near 2 weeks of blissful time out of this place called my homeland.cant wait cant wait

*smokes

2008-09-24T18:56:00.000-07:00

WHY DID YOU BITE ME YOU INFERIOR LITTLE MOZZIE?
and you bit me on my little toe. on both little toes!
it itches so much my body wants to reject my little toes..

may you drink more blood mozzie
drink till your crunchy lil' frame can't hold it all in.
and POOF
you'll have your grotesque tiny ending.

*sunshine!

2008-09-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

i've reached the halfway mark! like the 21KM of a marathon!
except my marathon had lots of speckles of energy in it!

I LOVE WHAT I DID TODAY! :) HOHOHOHOHO
and i ate more food than what i've eaten in the past few days.. i think attachments just might make me slimmer! need to exercise tho :(

tmr marks the start of my mini project that i have to succeed in! than when i succeed, my tall sis will succeed too!hahahha can't wait. tmr will be another happy day!

*SCREAM

2008-09-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

come friday: i'm in love (will be come friday)

*life

2008-09-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

But in this modern complicated world, man breaks down under the strain, the
bewilderment, disappointment, and disillusionment. He gets lost, goes crazy,
commits suicide. I don't know what's going to happen to this world in the next
hundred years or so, but I can guarantee you life isn't going to get any
simpler. Worry and doubt bring on a bellyache. Mankind's building up the biggest
psychic bellyache in history.

wanna run away from reality and be secluded in traquility. if only there was a place on this earth where decisions didn't have to be made because you know you will have the absolute best and nothing else, the best part is that no one can take it from you, even with brute force. i'm so thankful and glad i already know the place where this exists, it's just a pity that it's unreachable, just for now.

*cupid'sjavelin?

2008-08-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

I THINK I'VE FOUND THE ONE!!!!!! :)

if you're wondering, NOPE, he's not a pole dancer!

Andreas Thorkildsen does the javelin event! and he broke the olympic record and got a GOLD medal today! good looks, physique, talented, and just plainly hot! what more could a girl ask for. hehehe. arrrrrrr! i could go on all day, seems like olympics has more to it than sports itself!

on a totally different topic, i'm very glad i got to spend time with the people i love these few days before the beginning of attachments! you know who you guys are and you make me HAPPY! :)

the tree, the bean, and the leaf!

now we're all happy plants..

i wish these few days of rest would stretch on forever, but attachments are inevitable i guess, SO i've decided to put on a new attitude towards it and look forward to it. i'm going to be very goal-orientated during my attachments and will only socialise with the attachment people only sufficiently to build rapport. i will also bring my own food to save money, and ban myself from online shopping. hopefully i won't get sick of my clothes too soon(which is highly difficult).

i will aim not to be like as shown in the above picture!

GO JOLENE!!!! you can do it...

oh, and the 2nd story too!

stef, don't get disturbed and put off by pale&paler aight! and you gota tell me all the juicy stuff :)

ellie, you'll still have to inform me of all the cooliest shows and music, since the new seasons of everything are coming soon!

ah chow, i still wanna retain my title as best attachment mate ar! don't let anyone dethrone me! :)

genie genie, remember our lone ranger goals :) i'll be like you, with you (in spirit) but in different locations. we'll rock our respective wards!

jiemi! aiya, i will still see you la! if you hear someone scream JIEMI, you know haha. call me to go eat your lor mee with you!

and mostly my dear second story, HAVE PLENTY OF FUN! and when we meet up on the combined birthday date date, we will have our much awaited bitchy session! you know i love you dears!

lala's back tmr!:)

tell me how'd it go dear..

*dread

2008-08-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

WEEK, please slow down alittle. take a breather. why is friday here already?

*over!

2008-08-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

i've officially sat for my last paper in ngee ann.
YEAH!!! NO MORE EXAMS TILL UNI!!!!
im kinda nostalgic actually and it feels kind of weird that exams are over..
anyway, im really gonna enjoy myself and rest, with the people i love most this whole week,
before the start of attachment next monday!

*PaisleyPlease

2008-08-14T21:20:00.001-07:00

today's nursing science 5 paper was quite brilliant, which made me happy.

so now i shall be hardworking and blog!

days spent just bumming around with my tall sis are happy days!

did you know, paisley is just a name for a pattern/cloth? i wanna use paisley for my tube dress project thing! :)

This cafe situated at central is awesome!

it's pretty, pink, old hollywood glamour-fied, and just absolutely quaint! i'll definately go back there with a novel and read my day away alone :)

lala has this thing with chandeliers

(actually, i like pretty lights too, but i'll just push all the blame to lala)

honey ginger chai latte.

hey tall sis! you taught me well, check out my PS-ing skills! :)

FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD!!

indian summer above, and as you like it(twelfth night!) at the bottom

she's excited by all the food

this was our free show while we were eating.

seriously why did he have to stand like that while waiting for the traffic!

what's she studying so intensely?

oh , a hot guy of course :)

WE WANT TO BE HEARD!

& we proceeded to try imitating the very pretty pictures on the wall.

audrey hepburn failure number 1

some pretty woman failure number 2

the iconic audrey hepburn imitations! i even made us black and white! :)

more picture charades

she's HUNGRY!hehehe

the shadow of you and me :)

we are mushrooms! we dance in the rain! the lamp has legs.

I LOVE STAYING AT HOME AND JUST WALKING AIMLESSLY AROUND MY HOME, AND DOING WEIRD RANDOM THINGS WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE IT. :) i knew i was introverted deep inside :) seriously.

*crazy lil' thing called love

2008-08-11T05:20:00.000-07:00

This one's for matt. it's some nuffnang thing.

honestly, i couldn't think of anything i've ALREADY done, i attribute that to my STM, denial of my brain, or lack of creativity. So, since everyone's going to blog about what has already happened, i decided i'll do what MIGHT happen if our pact thing goes through.

here goes nothing! :D

assuming that it's 2years(minus) from now(2010), and somehow we're stuck in that pact of ours still. and somehow I really like genuinely like you.

"The craziest thing i've done for love..

would be this totally absurb, crazy, spurn of the night, high on coke zero pact that we'd made!

and by then, i would've cooked for you already. so perhaps you could count that in , although i don't see how crazy that is..

HOKAY! done! hope it's not too late since the closing date's like today!

Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008
Originator blog: http://matthew-zachary.blogspot.com/

*wouldnt it be nice

2008-08-10T08:42:00.000-07:00

after church today i walked down to go for lunch and what greeted me was superbly awesome
THE SMELL OF CHOCOLATE
wafting in from the nearby cadbury factory
*cadbury theme song fills my head*

last presentation of ngee ann life come tmr! better be good.

*red&white

2008-08-09T00:55:00.000-07:00

well, i guess happy birthday singapore?
im not gonna wear red today. but i might wear white.

on a brighter note, im so proud of myself for running/walking 12 km this morning! it was to the treetop walk thing. and my dad so brilliantly parked at the carpark that was way far away, so it was 12km to the place and back. my sis and I went ahead of our parents and went all the way there and back. when we were back we went to the car to look for our parents hoping that they'll be there ( cz they'll most likely give up halfway and go back to the car - and the both of us didnt bring our hp with us) but they werent there. so we hung around the park sat on ant-conquered benches. FINALLY after what seemed like forever, we saw our parents near the car and waving madly at us. apparently they took a taxi back to where our car was, from a main road. me and sis were like WHAT you guys just woke us up freaking early in the morning, didnt want to bring us to eat breakfast then made us trek/jog 12km back and forth while you guys only did like less than half of our route. they take taxi back somemore.

and you can actually trek to bukit timah nature reserve from mac ritchie. like 7 or 8 km or something. maybe my sis and i should try that next time.

now my left foot has blisters and i reckon i won't be wearing shoes for awhile.
OH I LOVE MY HAVS.

shall watch fireworks later :)

*oh happy day!

2008-08-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

IM HORRIBLY, TERRIBLY, SUPERBLY, BROKE!!!!!!

on a brighter note, when i decided not to go out and instead went to have lunch of teochew porridge with stef and chestnut - sidetrack, i love eating at these shophouses thing now, i've decided that chi chi cafes/places that make you pay much more than you should really pay are overated and that good food shouldnt make you shell out so much. - so i arrived home early.

upon opening the letter box, there was the big envelope that was containing my dress that caught my eye. then i went up the lift, and lo and behold, the postman was outside my house with a huge parcel. MY BAGS! :) hoho. so my online shopping came on the same day and i just love the feeling of when my stuff come. i hate the waiting.

so as a result to all my shopping, i have decided that i shall now fully and officially start and comply to the pact i made with stef,

I SHALL NOT ONLINE SHOP UNTIL AFTER ATTACHMENT AND PRCP ENDS.

oh, the dread. why did i make this pact? imagine spring end season sales. :(

i shall not think about it. i'll just be contented come september and all the shows will start! than i'll be a lifeless on attachment nurse and watch shows go to work,exercise, repeat. no online shopping= saving money! :)

TOMORROW'S my MUMMY's BIRTHDAY!

gonna ride your wave someday.

*lovingyou!

2008-08-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

i kinda, only have like SIX HOURS of school for this entire week! :)
how AWESOME is that! :)
oh leave me be in my denial for but a moment
and spend time with lovely people
i'll come back to the real world real soon

*fromupstairs

2008-07-30T19:54:00.000-07:00

it's really annoying when your neighbour from upstairs are tearing up their floors and drilling the marble tiles up or something! my only escape is to plug my very awesome creative earphones in and drown the noise out with my TV serials.

and to think i took the day off to complete my assignment! how to with the noise, and no inspiration! RAHH

and it's napfa later on in the afternoon, since i can't jump for nuts, i think i might have a high chance of ending up with a bronze.

the things poly does to you:

-makes you grow fat

-makes you super unfit physically

and lastly,
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY

TO MY DEAREST "FATHER"

don't be too upset, always look at the brighter side of things aight?=)

*lazypeople

2008-07-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

ishall get rid of this ugly skin when i feel up to it. :)

*clouds

2008-07-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

it's raining and im LOVIN' it! :)
staying at home on rainy days and listening to my "chill-out" songs.
no cares in the world, 'cause i choose to ignore them.
my world of denial
i like.
haha

*I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you

2008-07-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

this picture has nothing to do with the following entry, i just liked it
alot when i saw it on postsecret. imagine this stuck on someone's window by
their other half! so simple yet so meaningful :)

time and time again, i've said i'll distance myself.

time and time again, i've failed.

time and time again, we've grown closer.

time and time again, we've drifted apart.

time and time again, we've acted ignorant.

time and time again, we've pretended to be too busy to talk.

time and time again, we've called only to leave a missed call.

time and time again, we talk about the future.

time and time again, we've been selfish.

time and time again, i tell myself that it wouldn't be possible.

time and time again, i tell myself i wouldnt be happy.

time and time again, i like the time spent.

time and time again, i tell myself that this can't go on.

time and time again has gone on for a few years.

this time i'm going to do it for real.

no more caving-in.

no more being the first to take initiative.

~~if you can't be bothered why should i even be.~~

~~even if you bothered, perhaps i can't be bothered no more.~~

~~it's too tiring to think, to wait, to wonder.~~

~~time and time again, i'll start anew.~~

*among the rush!

2008-07-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

The following blog entry is only written to randomly update on the random going-ons amidst the crazy school work that makes everyone sad.
but there are always those little somethings in your day that just lights it up and makes it better.

shall stop rambling.

CLASS OUTING to JB

we celebrated everyone's birthday at the same time. the banana choc cake was good as usual. had lamb stew!! that's like the only thing i ever have at secret recipe, but then it's like the best. :)

i like the chandelier thing on the top and the red ceilings too!

They day was spent walking around shopping centres. my feet hurt so bad after, like how i felt when i was in attachment when i just joined nursing. somehow, there isnt much to buy in JB except for the food which was glorious due to the half price price (SGD conversion).

but the funniest happening of the day was when me and ellie were in the cab, we had to take the cab with only the 2 of us as the rest were piled into the other cabs coz apparently, malaysia traffic police is relatively stricter these days and won't allow for 5 passengers in the taxi. so we were on this high way thing and the cab was going at a speed that's faster than the normal speeds in singapore. The cab was little hence, it was kinda bouncing over the joints on the highway i spose. suddenly, i heard elliott going "hail mary... ... ..." her CHIJ prayer thing apparently. it was superbly hilarious! in words, it might not seem so. but if you knew her, and saw her face there and then, it would be stuck in your head of life! :)

SUSHI with the 2nd story

(without stef - she had one of her viral infections again)

Essential brew with the tall sisters!

happy fries make you happy

this is my pretty tall sis

we ate so much

we felt like gluttons

we like :)

now for random pictures!

this was during one of my presentations where we had to do role plays.

JOJO! the ever sporting group member :) she made everyone laugh till we teared and cheeks hurt. i think she shouldnt be a nurse and go into TV instead. seriously, even her everyday normal actions are funny- in a good way of course.

STEF my "malay" friend :P ( just jk dear! you know i LOVE YOU!)

some people love leaving their marks( in this case faces) on my phone. but tht means i get the rights to post them! :) hahahah

Singapore FLYER

to try and catch the sunset

which unfortunately set behind the tall tall buildings of Singapore

but company was good :)

I'm gone.

*of random exclaimations

2008-07-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

although i don't say it as much as i say to all my girlfriends

I DO THINK OF YOU, TAN SHUHENG :)
(miss you, if you must)

Go to sleep with a smile now "father"
HAHA

*of beaching times

2008-07-06T21:31:00.000-07:00

because i miss my tall sis...

why do we have an endless flow of school work ? :(

on the other hand, i feel sick and slimy like a snake. i can't seem to get out of bed 'cause when i do, my head's spinning like the whole world's a big merry-go-round. how i wish it was all fun and games.

it's a matter of choice, to take the risk and put it out in the open, or keep it to yourself because you're afraid of losing that someone.

*of random outings

2008-07-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

the strangest "gift" i got....

a guava

seriously, what was he thinking, i'll never know.haha
it's weirdly amusing though.

*genie's party

2008-07-01T03:21:00.000-07:00

the people who help me get through school, not forgetting chest and jamie. the second story. :)

*

2008-06-30T08:38:00.000-07:00

I am UTTERLY disappointed in you.

*tricks

2008-06-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

I love you

but i gotta stay true

my morals got me on my knees

I'm begging please stop playing games

I don't know what this is

cos you got me good

just like you knew you would

I don't know what you do

but you do it well

I’m under your spell

*heart of hearts

2008-06-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

it's so good to be away from where you're from. you cut away all connections, meet new people and in other words, get a refreshing change to everything. i like that. true, i still value the people im familiar with , the environment too, but nothing beats change. everything gets mundane after awhile.

think the only reason as to why i don't wanna be in singapore is due to school work, and work. i just wanna be able to sit somewhere and rot, and not have any concern in the world. :)

but it's snap back to reality and singapore!

caught kungfu panda today with the family. me and my sis said we should pretend to be really small kids and irritate our parents by acting really excited and happy, like how little kids act when they're about to catch the lastest pixar or whatever animation movie!

and i LOVE the GSS!!! i bought this totally gorgeous white floor length dress (yes, you're not reading it wrong, it's floor length and it actually fits me! like the length! i feel TALL yo!) for 25 bucks! where can you find any dresses at 25 bucks these days! i was so damn happy ,the aunty in me went bonkers. The actual retail price was 98bucks. so see how much i saved :)

*************************************

"Do you guys believe in love at first sight?"

'Well, it saves time.'

"No, really, that you could meet someone, or just... across a room, and with that one glance you could look in their eyes and see their soul. Do you believe that could happen? "

[long pause, takes a breath]' No.

Absolutely not.'

*drink juice

2008-06-02T21:01:00.000-07:00

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

*APPLETREE!

2008-06-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

a random photo post! 'cause im wasting precious revision time doing nothing and watching super size me. IM SO GONNA DIE :(

sis,mushroom,me

pinocchio which my "uncle" made at subway. retard.

the 3 big monsters! sposedly studying
this totally nice starbucks person gave me this cup of whip cream with caramel! OMG i went up to whipped cream haven! NO don't tell me how many calories that caused me. i refuse to listen!
my BESTFRIEND :P at the steamboat place
the chin and tang sisters

WE BULLIED THE MUSHROOM INTO WEARING MY EARRINGS! :) i threatened it to be thrown off my bed if it didnt wear my earrings. so look hard enough and you'll spot the earrings. didnt know where his (i've decided it shall be a HE) ears were so i just poked them somewhere where ears should be!

COMMON TEST WEEK INDEED

please make this end FASTTT!!!

* I WANT TO KILL!

2008-05-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

i need to complain about how much i hate MOZZIES!
omg now i have like 5 bumps on my left leg!why do they all have to suck blood from the same leg? i have no bites at all on the right. they are superbly extremely irritably itchy and im reduced to the point where im holding icecubes to the swells so that 1.the swelling'll go down, 2. it's numb so i won't feel the itch.
gota resist the temptation to scratch coz tht'll only leave scars on my legs which i don't need, i have many already. -scars i mean. all mosquitoes should just DIE. make themselves extinct! POOF! the food chain/line won't suffer because they don't exist right? pests...

*thenightowl

2008-05-22T20:47:00.000-07:00

i've realised that i only seem to be able to study in the morning. everytime i tell myself i'll study tonight, i'll just end up watching the OC, or doing some stupid thing that totally wastes my time, or playing the piano. So, i can only really concentrate in the morning after i had my breakfast and perhaps one episode of OC (yes, im addicted to seth cohen and summer :P)

after drawing the conclusion that i can only really study in the morning, another problem's encountered. it's almost impossible to drag yourself out of bed when you know there's still that so many hours before school. Thus, you'll just sleep those hours away, and studying won't be done. i've gota devise something productive considering the upcoming common tests!

PICTURES from Bing's bday! which is squarely 9 days before mine! :) i love birthdays ('cept for the part that you have to use money to get presents-im broke.again.- but i like getting gifts for people, so i guess im destined to be broke, but maybe it's 'coz of all the online shopping, but i've stopped. im on a online shopping diet!!! just like how stef's on a fried food one, and ellie's on a alcohol one-which she's breaking today)

*finderskeepers

2008-05-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

SO, today is mother's day!
i really appreciate and adore my MUMMY
, i really do, but i just don't like this day. shouldnt you take everyday to be thankful and to show love to your mother? not just today? so today, me and my sister made my mum angry by going home ourselves because we didnt want to eat lunch at the place my dad and mum were going. hahah making my mother angry is also because i love her ok? :P my sis and I also finally gave my mum the present we got her, we wanted to trick her into thinking we didnt get anything for her and that we didnt intend to ( haha, yes we are bad cheeky daughters). But she seemed really angry/and abit sad, so my sis gave it to her, and she smiled. i know we're ~~bad~~.

IT's MAY! my fave month of the year, ok, 2nd fave, after december. but this only spells that common tests are nearer, and i really felt as if i have alot of catching up to do, when i attempted complete this NSL assignment, and i realised that i didnt know alot of the answers. which explains why im now revising my NS5 ( or before i decided to blog because jamie distracted me with the AE clearance things, and now is tempting me to spree with her, and waste money, when i've been wasting alot of money on FOOD and shoes and presents and random things )

and since we're on the topic of wasting money, let me show you the bikini i've fallen in love with!

i absolutely really really love the yellow hearts! and the green and blue ones too! :) but i like the yellow ones the most, ok, i like the whole bikini! so pretty!!!!! and i kinda need(ok want) a new swim suit. cause im getting bored of my stripey one. i still like it, but i could do with change.

RIGHT, this is the end of my aimless post. and im going back to revising! i should...
*mutters something about school being irritating and how i wasnt born with a harddisc like brains*

*OC rocks!!!

2008-05-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

I'm BACK to revive my blog with PICTURES!!!! :)

so the eve of Labour day was sleepover at stef's house.
well, it was sposed to be a candlelight dinner and stuff, but all of us were so late we just started slacking around. :)

So first up was guitar hero-ing. can i say i totally suck at this game?the 1st time i tried, i only got 50% through the song, the 2nd time, it was 97%!!! the songs are way too LOOONNNGGG. to the Wii people out there, pls make the songs shorter?? that way i'll be closer to 100%. haha

STEF and ELLIE totally rocked guitar hero

and this is how a piano person plays guitar hero. seriously, it's easier...
hahah

the BLUE FURRY MONSTER

it was a night of monsters you see

monster no.3...

we were trying to scare stef's neighbour by standing at a window each. and spying at him too. then we saw his wife/gf come out to him, and we hid. GAWD like primary school girls. but it was funny i guess.

Genie! and her funny shirt :)

i can now play the C, D, and G chord(Juno song)! and the romance song thing! :)

genie and ellie on their nests!at 4am

stef's very hot bed :P

and that was the end. of pictures at least. everyone went home and crashed in the morning.

ok, now random pictures.

YELLOW PICTURE :) with simmysamsim. hey girl we need to hangout again and now
that you dont go to kickboxing, we see less of each other and then, you're
working.. :( hangout hangout, don't foresake your girlfriend here

DRESS DAY

and this was from very long ago when me and lala had long hair... so
LONGGG,time and hair :)
missing you tall sis! can't wait for the food sampling with you! and we need
to find out about our hiphop classes :)

Celebrity Morph by MyHeritage

2008-04-29T07:03:00.001-07:00

and i don't even like fiona xie.... hahah but it's hilarious all the same

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities

BLOG INVASION!!!

2008-04-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

Jolene Chua Kai Xin needs to get off her butt and keep her dying blog ALIVE! And wear porcupine gloves to make porcupine love.

lovingly blogged by the SIMMY

*myothermushroom

2008-04-11T23:02:00.000-07:00

HEHE, i've known you your ENTIRE life :) how many people can say that HUH :)

since i was 1year old

know that i LOVE you girl!!!

*where's the wind?

2008-04-11T10:50:00.000-07:00

I REALLY MISS MY FLOWING TRESSES!!!!!

*FEELLIKEIT!

2008-04-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

OK! i shall combat my lazy bug and blog. because my blog seems extremely boring now without any pictures, or worse, without ANY pictures of FOOD. food just seems to light everything up. REALLY. ( i think i need the anti-craving gene pill :P)

this week's really GOOD! and filled with so many happy things, looking at the photos just make me smile. there's still so this few persons i wanna meet/supposed to meet with, but still havent got around to it. AH WELL, what's most important is i spend quality time with my friends that really mean the most to me :)
i really want the holidays to go on forever :(

HOKAY! PHOTOS! :) :)

FRINGE Cafe with my tall sis

i got this chocolate bath wash thing for my tall sis and me while waiting for
her. Thank God she came in time, or i might have spent more money in NTUC, that
place is evil i tell you, all the FOOD and SUPERB things!

SHE's so greedy, it makes me happy, coz im quite the same

our LOVELY drink

i like this PHOTO! its so off centre and pretty. maybe it's just the cream
layers that lures me.

can now proudly declare that we can makes exact replicas of these. and
delicious ones at that :)

she claims my house is good for scandalous photos

can everyone SCREAM at lalaintheloo to stop abusing my frog? she's been at it
for like since secondary school, and now my frog cries everytime after she comes
to my house :P

*GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN

2008-04-09T09:50:00.000-07:00

THE PERSONNELS IN THE FOLLOWING PHOTOS HAVE DECLARED THEM PG-13 (due to the lazy bug that causes the incapacity of the blogger to sensor out certain things)and that all comments whatsoever should be kept in your mouth and swallowed into your stomach, good comments or bad.

Presenting the various characters in the cloud/feeble sun-tanning escapade:

LALAintheLOO (just because alliteration is cool)

JO who moves her hands, and JAMIE the dreamer

and lastly SIMMY(dai zi) the scary

The treacherous wet journey, transporting food clothes and all needed equipment
to our secret abode

see the sad skies, happy faces anyway

LALA I.T.L claims she's socially challenged & refuses to face the camera

the island, where the sand makes the coolest ice cream sundaes(not ****s, AHEM). SWIM across!

Aunty SHEN! i never have a decent picture taken with you, REALISED that?

Plastic ALL OVER

my girlfriends are PRETTY i know :)

KICKBOXING girls (SIMMY AR, you better continue)

we do what we always do best
Take1

take 2 (edited to remove the dustbin)

there are 2 kinds of girls. those that open their mouth wide (mainly to eat) and
those that refuse by sticking their tongues out. go figure!

SIMMY did a good job at pasting stickers!

and not forgetting our videos! the ones where we freezed for a photo and then started moving! SUPER HARRY POTTER PHOTOS :)

OK NOMORE!!!

im gone (:

*blubber

2008-04-04T08:20:00.000-07:00

i feel so fat now due to the amount of unwholesome food i consumed today. shall illustrate with a food log.

Breakfast: woke up late (10.30) so i just had a nectarine and drank milk :) I LOVE sleeping more than 8 hours. it makes me feel all satisifed,but my mum will lecture me about wasting half a day.

IN between: i felt hungry so i opened a packet of this orea waffle biscuit thing. it's so addictive, i ate like 10 or maybe more at , like my hand was on autopilot. maybe because i was reading.

Lunch: Cooked wedges,terriyaki chicken, cheese sausages, and salad in preparation of my dear aunty/cousin JAMIE's arrival for the day of slacking around my house.

i ate the addictive oreo thing again.

then, cooked the rest of the chicken cheese sausages because it was just so darn good, and im a sucker for cheese. and the both of us gobbled it down.

the leftover from chinese new year (yes, i know it was long ago) love letters thing caught my eye, so i opened the sinful container and gobbled quite a few down maybe more than 5 but less than 10 ?

the addictive oreo thing AGAIN!! this oreo thing is out to make me all fat i tell you!

Jamie raided my fridge and found the baking dark chocolate chips! so we ate that. BAH.. so much calories, but it was so GOOD. ADORE dark chocolate. it's like bitter sweet which i think is like perfect.

Dinner: fish fillet, rice, veg and soup

and finally supper: swensen's choc fondue and french fries!!

if i ate like that everyday, which i have been doing for the past one week almost every alternate day, i'd be super size me.

GAH.. i need to complain about the fats. don't you dare tell me im not.

im gonna swim ALOT tomorrow. im determined :)

this post is completely pointless because i just needed to rant.

*jellolemoncheesecakewpeaches

2008-03-31T07:01:00.000-07:00

IM SUPERBLY HAPPY COZ IM ON HOLIDAY!!! like finally, and i get to sleep late..
and i don't start each day knowing exactly what im doing, and my week is not filled to the brim!
i get to eat nice cakes i make (with simmy)
and watch bad shows, that make you go "huh" in the end
and i get to spend time with my family when they're at home at night
coz im finally not out :)

side tracking, im freaking scared about tmr, don't know how jamie convinced me to do it. don't ask about im gonna do unless you already know.

and i think i might start wearing watches again! :) and stop relying on my handphone..

*thecalm

2008-03-22T08:57:00.000-07:00

everything's fine now :) Thanks to all those who showed concern. LOVE my dear friends!
my boring job's gonna come to an end soon i hope.thn i can start hanging out with my beloved friends!
and im too lazy to blog with words so i'll just start posting random pictures!!

From the day at the museum!

made in aussie friendship, still growing even when we've shifted continents, and definately my trusty ol' girlfriend!!!we're nearing a decade of friendship now DARLIN'! what would i do without you... (:

*nothingleft

2008-03-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

i absolutely abhor arguments and like "cold wars".
but i can't help it with you being so unreasonable.
why can't you just be more normal and not so obssessed with controlling my life.
when you said you couldn't do this for me,
i found another way to allow me to attain what i wanted.
but you stopped me,
and only left me the impression that you just wanted to have your way.
i'm willing to work through my own means to get what i want,
and what you do not want to give me.
but you just seem to just want to be in control and having things done your way.
i'm capable of knowing what i'd get myself into and the consequences.
shouldn't you be supportive and advice? not command.
we wake up the next day and act as if nothing happened the night before,
but it's extremely in-your-face that it's just the calm before the storm,
slowly brewing to become yet another full-fledged storm.
somehow, i just can't help it but to really ~~hate~~ you now.
OH, we're not as ~~perfect~~ as we look arent we.

i want to get away more than ever.

*madness

2008-03-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

im now hooked onto the OC! dug up the old ones elliott gave me eons ago, and it's so NICE!!!
*sings SAY GOODNIGHT AND GO* :)

and i LOVE seth's character to bits. he's goofy smart(well kinda) and absolutely entertaining and gorgeous. ok, i've gota stop swooning over him.
Work's so immensely boring i felt like turning into an ant so that i could run out of office. nvm, i shall bear with it for another 2 weeks or so, thn im GONE :) i need an element of surprise in my now immensely boring life.

*whendrinkingmighthelp

2008-03-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

THE ATTACHMENTS ARE OVER :)
Results are out, and i don't wanna say more about them.
Let's just put it that so much more work needs to be done, and i've got to concentrate on my core modules more intensely, because after looking at the credit points, it's evident that my core modules pulled me down by SO MUCH. i shall push on :(

2nd point is, i HEREBY PROCLAIM that my holidays are BURNT.
i start my temp work on monday :( it's some admin work stuff, the office is like at jurong.

good point - i earn $$$$
bad point - no slacking for me, no endless meeting up with friends, no stay at home and do nothing days, no waking up late......
ARGH.. don't like.. im gonna find a way to get out of the job, and have atleast oneweek to myself, i'll see
hope the people there are nice.. and the food will be good. food is vital to determining whether or not i will be happy too.
i can meet friends for dinner i guess...
and i gotta book BW. i'll do it tmr or monday!(fyi to the 3 concerned with this matter)

marshmallowLOVE

2008-03-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

i died laughing, watching this :)

for some harmless fun, watch it too!!!

2008-03-01T03:00:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks!!!
and i just got reminded again, how blissful sleep can be.
and im gonna push myself to go run more often, my stamina's suffering, so is my body :)
keep stuffing myself with food, tht's not good huh.
im going going gone!

OVER! :)

2008-02-22T03:00:00.000-08:00

colour me wonderful, 'cause the world's just
black&white.

because im superbly happy that exams are over, and holidays are closer

because im extremely irritated that they changed my attachment mates and i won't be with chester and genie anymore

because im extremely broke and thus, on a shopping strike

because i've decided that perhaps i shall become a hermit

because when attachment starts not will i only have to travel 1hour+ everyday just to get to SGH and back, and my eyebags will show more than ever (not that they are not already there)

because i need to start keeping to my QT again (exams and movies screwed it up)

because....

15022008 Walentines' (the day after vday)

from pinching each other to growing up together over the years :)

bamboo unagi rice! it's really not bad and makes you feel as if you're eating healthy but delicious food!

greedy pigs that just couldnt wait

who cares about the 2 classic jap beauties on the wall when there's us!

belly LOVE

HAHA. NO MORE PHARMACOLOGY OR STUDYING FOR THE TIME BEING :) :) :)

i'll blog again tmr. i think.....

2008-02-18T22:25:00.000-08:00

one more paper to go :)

*yellowbrightens

2008-02-14T08:57:00.000-08:00

Update with photos!

my mystery dates for v day!

my flower date

she acted so weird, we were so scared, we stuffed her head into the balloon so tht she won't bite us.. also we powdered her mouth

i wanted to kill someone

Well, Happy Valentine's day i guess..
still don't adore this day. although i love the flowers. BUT, right after you receive them, you'll think of ways to keep them alive, or to multiply them, just because flowers are so pretty you don't want them to die, so perhaps seeds or potted plants would be a better idea? i don't know. and it's so commercialised. so im glad i spent it with my girlfriends and family :)

anyway, im so gonna die, i have absolutely no idea what to study. actually i do, it's just that the spotted "questions" can never be trusted. so i gota study the whole lot, but i think my brains just refuse to sponge it all up. the osmosis from under the pillow method does NOT work :(

perhaps i should get a new brain! the person should have attained a phD level then, transplant his/her brain to me. i've been watching too much grey's. *slaps self*

sometimes when it's right infront of you,

you look right through, and i don't know what to do.

anymore

*thewayiam

2008-01-31T06:12:00.000-08:00

'cause there are photos, i shall update (:

photos give me the motivation to update my blog when im not lazy because it makes my blog colourful! and colours make me happy. it's like some drug . nothing above is bimbotic. it must be scientifically proven somewhere, somehow.

WINNIE'S WEDDING!

im not looking forward to the marrying ceremony thing 'cause you gota keep on smiling for photos, and after awhile, your smile becomes all plastic looking. but winnie's pretty anyway! :)

DG girls :)

our quiet peaceful abode amongst the bustle, conveniently next to the dustbin

SINGAPORE ARTS MUSEUM

guess what time we were there.haha

we couldn't take pictures in the museum, so this is our attempt to be an installation.

past meets present

this girl is constantly retarded :) but WE LOVE her

but i might love this more

Sky's pretty!

ellie is just tired, don't mind her.

I LOVE camwhoring with girlfriends :)

i do not LOVE NR. it sucks

im happy 'cause i don't have school tmr :)

i need to go running badly.

*growfat&round

2008-01-27T18:44:00.000-08:00

.this entry is a mindless photo entry.

my first "class outing". i realised everytime there's an official class gathering, i have something else on, or something happens to me.

photos from sushi buffet day!

everyone, minus wantian. the photographer.

julian & lihui
jamie(always acting cute, TRY to :P) valen the scarless legs, jenna the twin, julien that brings sexyback!

finally, a photo with the twin.
no, im not gonna post up the act cute photo you made me do with you :P

and this's from the day stef and i were tourists at little india. why go to india when there's one in Singapore :)

Exams are coming *shudders*

*changeisneeded

2008-01-25T05:20:00.000-08:00

(Shook it up)

I never loved nobody fully

Always one foot on the ground

And by protecting my heart truly

I got lost in the sounds

I hear in my mind

All of these voices

I hear in my mind all of these words

I hear in my mind all of this music

And it breaks my heart

And it breaks my heart when it breaks my heart

Suppose I never, ever met you

Suppose we never fell in love

Suppose I never, ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft

Suppose I never, ever saw you

Suppose you never, ever called

Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall

Just to break my fall

Break my fall

All my friends say that of course it's gonna get better

Gonna get better Better better better better better better better

this week could be considered to be full of emotions. happy sad loved angry lost anxious apprehensiveness excitement... you name it, most likely felt.

But not gonna let it get the better of me :)

most assignments done

im gonna learn to start counting my blessings and stop whining as much.

sometimes i irritate myself.

*nothingness

2008-01-16T02:26:00.000-08:00

WORK WORK WORK
BUSY BUSY BUSY

but im still craving phish food and reese chocolate now.
maybe it's time i made my way down to candy empire :)
i think my stomach has a mind of it's own.

m gone

ofhappierdays

2008-01-10T22:46:00.000-08:00

from the day at dempsey from EONS ago.

'cause the ever lazy me with the allergic to wireless laptop of mine= delayed posts

school daze days

this week at school was not exactly a blast. and i've tons of work to complete now.

not good.

well, but there's definitely an UP this week *ggrins*

THAT what, is for me to know, and YOU to try find out..

my girlfriends should know. =)

so long for now!

*justtofillintheblank

2008-01-07T03:40:00.000-08:00

and so i refuse to do the year end reflection thing.

what i think about what i did is to be kept offline and so that i can work on it myself :)

I WANT TO GO AND DONATE BLOOD!

this year for the 1st time ever.coz im scared of needles. and i just need to get over it.

and I WANT TO GO ON THE GMAX THING with lala n matt!

and i feel like eating Phish food now for some weird unexplained reason.

i'm random i know.

Swing, swing, swing. From the tangles of......

so there's a thin line between shallow and simple

and being easily drawn into the things of this world

but i will continue to struggle and fight constantly to stay with Him and not let the world draw me towards it.

life&death

2007-12-31T02:14:00.000-08:00

I am currently addicted to this series. it has this nice happy tone,and is superbly colourful though one of the main themes is death, and who has the power to decide whether or not a person lives.

i still have absolutely no determination to blog and have been rather busy.

so meanwhile for a detailed entry and pretty photoshopped and rotated photos, on what how i spent christmas eve after my shift,

kindly refer to my Tallsis's blog under her entry dated 26Dec2007 :)

i can't believe sweets distracted us from that minute where christmas eve became christmas :P

we destined to be gluttons and blur toots(matt only) i tell you :)

bye

*bellsareringing

2007-12-10T23:43:00.000-08:00

I'm off to sit on a hill and "think"... HAHAH this is so lame. but anywhere other than Singapore is good i guess.. meanwhile,
MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE :)
i don't foresee myself updating anytime soon. but i will when i feel like it.
Once attachment starts i doubt i'll be in the mood though. ARGH i don't like it that holidays are ending for me. while everyone else will be holidaying. nevermind im gonna look for things to be happy about. like delifrance hot chocolate for one. :P

to my fave yellow girl who is in Canada now. When you come back, we gota hang out MORE
and quickly start teaching piano too, then we can both bitch about nonsensical parents and spoilt students! and if you teach at the place im teaching at, at the same time, I'll be SUPER DUPER HAPPY!:) coz i'll be able to see you everyweek :)
QUICK QUICK come back, but have fun when you're there, coz im missing you already :)

one from the day at town+dempsey.

we're bringing sexy back :)

will post more of the hundreds of photos we took on that day another time.

and i cant seem to tie the cherry stalk while it's in my mouth. BBH and my sis can. they say it's easy.

damn, im not sexy enough. HAHAH.

Spread the LOVE

*toiletpaperwrappings

2007-11-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

we went to catch this! was so looking foward to understanding the mummification process in detail. all the thing said in relation to the process was,

"there are many secrets that the last priest brought to his tomb with him." =S

but we still got to sit in that dome thing, which is still pretty cool :)

everyone say awwwww.

stacy's mum has got it going on, coz GENIE's hot and you're not.

i know there's no link. but whatever.

the reason why we were at the science centre,

space ice cream and all.

we just have to ok?

the bunch. chester and elliott, wake up!

eugenie's long hands couldnt keep the zoom away

the tube?

my fave shot :)

LONG HANDS!!! fishball was down there.

AIYA, Genie's just good with kids. unlike me. HAHAH

now for the other photos,and random things

sammy,you can be my fave yellow girl!

we gota stop taking photos on buses with bad lighting! cam whore like crazy on tuesday at dempsey! :) we must

this is my sister who carries a pandan leaf plant around the supermarket. MAN,were people staring :) :)

pretty cupcakes makes me exercise my face muscles.

*happyhappyhappy

2007-11-28T08:27:00.000-08:00

THEY ARE OVER!!!!

oh yes oh yes! im so happy! for now :)
im so gonna rest.. i need to ..
i need to top up on my eye masks, to counter my finelines and dark circles formed over this term. :P

and my voice sounds like i smoked for like the last 18 years of my life or smth. BAH hate my throat, i want my voice BACK!

OH, and i also gotta meet up w people.
ESPECIALLY DED ( you happy now, i promise k?)

christmas's COMING!:)

Major camwhoring ahead don't look if not bothered.

baby tell me where'd you get your body from , tell me where'd you get your body from

GOLD GOLD

DONUTS=happiness+fats(but happiness overwrites fats)

SUSHI!

she was patient today :P

we say

lights are pretty

orchard is really pretty. i like.

the gate to my house. as if.

*fall in love w you

2007-11-19T05:17:00.000-08:00

made this ages ago, but stupid blogger didnt allow me to post photos
finally it's acting properly :)
MAC BREAKFAST ANYONE?
i feel like pancakes with LOTSA maple syrup!

the JC people are finally done with their A's.. DAMN
now the whole singapore will flood with this wild birds that are suddenly let out of prison.

JOKING!
im happy for my A lvl friends. now people like yellow girl(you know who you are),and aunty shen can meet up with me more often!

anyway, i gota force myself to STUDY for my common tests. i don't want to end up all last minute and scoring mediocre results again. maybe i should lock my lappie up by this wednesday. then it'll be BYEBYE blogger, and timesucking facebook,and all distractions online for awhile.

*******************************************
i've been neglecting him for awhile now, he's calling me back,by making me feel guilty.
i should SHOULD be yearning for his word. BAH. im such a bad girl.

in open fields of wild flowers

she breathes the air and flies away

she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses

in no simple language

someday she'll understand the meaning of it all

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens

as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips

someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him

someday He'll call her and she will come running

and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray

i want to fall in love with You

sitting silent wearing sunday best

the sermon echoes through the walls

a great salvation through it calls to the people

who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens

as close a heartbeat or a song on our lips

someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him

someday He'll call us and we will come running

and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray

i want to fall in love with You

it seems too easy to call You "Savior"

not close enough to call You "God"so as i sit and think of words i can mention

to show my devotion

i want to fall in love with You

my heart beats for You

dug up this song again and got reminded of how nice it was and still is.
i'm doing the loop thing on my nano again.
the lyrics are just so nice!
it reminds me of someone who sings this song oh-so-well :)

OH lastly,

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY MATT!

since you wished me like one day early this year. im wishing you a few hours earlier on my blog.
(if you happen to see it) im so tempted to post your silly looking picture again.
OK i think i should. IM gonna.

ANW, im so glad for you and her! you 2 are so adorable together. HAHAA
i will be the CANDLE whenever there's you and lala.

Roses

2007-11-13T06:48:00.000-08:00

i can't seem to post pictures on my blog. for some weird reason
i think it's my lousy internet connection

anw, LALA! i made a photo thing but i can't post it. will post when i can.
and you should know that i'll never be angry with you ok? so sorry about today! i feel really guilty about the whole thing. and next time if anyone tells you "oei, jolene angry with you leh." you know straight away that it's not the truth! LOVING YOU TRUCKLOADS AND TRAINLOADS. and you're my one and only TALL sis! so how could i even be angry with you! ahahah.. hope tmr's a better day for you, and you won't feel like our "real" hair colour .

and HENG HENG you're the best "father" la. we should meet up more often. and don't anyhow anyhow with my future "mother" ar *ahem*

can someone tell me whether we really FEEL from the HEART or it's the BRAIN? i've studied all the bio and it tells me brain. the heart just pumps blood. and as many know, i'm probably cold-blooded (since i always feel hot even in environments where others are freezing). so am i really "heartless"? nonsense spin around the head thoughts:)

blogging without pictures is boredom. so im gona conclude!

*************************

Turn around there's those eyes again.
Turn around fake indifference and I.
Watch their cold, dark silhouettes disappear.
A hundred bodies fill this room.
And all their faces overdone.
Pain is foreign, foreign to us.
I don't even know you.
You won't even know I'm gone.
~~Was it something I did wrong?~~
Roses, roses cold.
Roses, roses sold out.
Turn around reds and whites again.
I'd sell my kicks for one more low tar.
Fevers hand in hand with shoelace bracelets.
Why are some girls so naive?
He didn't unbutton your blouse to see.
A better view of your heart.
Oh yeah, can't blame you for trying.
Sing it soft.Make it slow.
Apples parachute the boys back down.
Fill it up.Overflow.
A new, improved modern way to feel.
I don't even know you.
You won't even know I'm gone.
~~Was it something I did wrong?~~

*sundays

2007-11-11T02:07:00.000-08:00

I FEEL DANDY FINE! :)

don't ask me why

i just do.

remind me again of why i LOVE the weekends, ESPECIALLY SUNDAYS!

the only downer is the NR homework, which i've yet to start..

I miss my GIRLFRIENDS!

especially my secondary school ones that i grew up with and my dear aussie bestie

im hoping and praying schools and A's are not being much of a toll on them!

i wanna sit somewhere quiet with them and just talk about nothing and everything (:

*pointless

2007-11-09T05:30:00.000-08:00

i feel like a worm
i wanna slot in and out of little holes
wanna drink bandung
watched the music video for coin operated boy by the dresden dolls again
and the lead singer has intimidating eyebrows
i suddenly feel like being attached suddenly and having someone i can almost totally rely on
blame it on pms and hormones
love gossip girl and the BEAUTIFUL clothes
too bad they're superbly uptown
stef,genie and i just confirmed our orders from gojane.com :) :)
as the title shows this entry is pointless
im gone!

XOXO
i know you love me

*BLUES!

2007-11-05T05:47:00.000-08:00

maybe this is the feeling of becoming numb after all.

and if your life gets repeatative and you do the same things over and over, you get sick of it.

i wonder how am i supposed to survive in the workforce later in my life..

and so i watched the Columbine tragedy video.

how some people can be so strong in their faith and even forgo human's basic instinct for survival for a chance to glorify God's name never fails to amaze me. i wonder whether they ever backslided, ever pushed Him aside for worldly gains at all. but i guess they did, cause after all we're all human. it's so hard to not be sunday Christians, so i guess the only way to do it proper is through fervent prayer and to dig his word.

As ever,im thankful for my dear friends and family who might need to hit me on the head ever so occasionally when i need to wake up alittle.

don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school don't like school

i'll just pray sleep and feel all the better tomorrow!

FOOD is GOOD

IM DETERMINED TO RUN FOR MY FATS!

as chester puts it

*ifisaidilovedyou,woulduvanish?

2007-10-30T23:51:00.000-07:00

life's basically boring and repeatative. im getting a hang of it! cept for the hardworking part. i can't believe what a bum i am, and i have absolutely zero determination.

Anw, today was dress ALL black day! :) coz it was ellie's birthday! (eh, i just realised we forgot to take photo..) when the pizza came, we all just ate. what pigs we are..

School wouldn't be the same without you guys :)

and during some dumb firedrill, we decided to pretend to be like ahlians and sit at the roadside ( or rather carpark) with skinny jeans and 'fake' cigars, wait, they don't smoke cigars.. Genie kept asking me to look out for botox boy, but i couldn't be bothered. i just wanted to sit down, again proving the point that im super lazy.

and doing project! this was a hilarious sight i tell you. we were sitting under the shelter, but the wind was just too strong and blew all the rain in. resulting in the umbrella carrying weirdo way of doing projects. coz we didnt want to move, again proving how lazy we can be. BUMS

and this was the seafood pasta i cooked some nights back. i was too lazy to add other stuff, so it only had fish, prawn, cuttlefish and ALOT of three cheese pasta sauce, AS usual, anything with cheese so darn good. i think it looks like the pasta jap place at marina with all the plastic looking food :S

IM OFF!

*BLAH

2007-10-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

i shall not complain about school anymore. im gonna get used to it, and get into the rhythm of working hard, lest i regret at the end of this semester. DON'T BE LAZY JOLENE! *smacks self* OH, and i want to complain about teaching piano too. (*&%^%$*^ parents of *%(&^ student. whatever, im so glad i got rid of him! one student less, lesser money, but oh well, it's all for the better. and my commission's gonna decrease too! sighting the reason to some gst hike *sulks* aiya it's better then nothing. i seem to complain a lot more these days. maybe im becoming more and more singaporean everyday. don't know whether that's good or bad.

HAPPY 14th! cousin JERMAINE
and i hope your 2 irritating sisters(or rather 1 sister that cries more the 7 times a day) don't make you age 3times your age. Honestly, i don't know how you put up with them. For that i admire you :) and don't become ahlian!

so we went to celebrate, by bowling - i realise i suck at throwing balls down a lane now, after years of not doing it, i only scored 83..WTH RIGHT! - then after, we had dinner at this italian place. it's ok, minotti's with my "cute" italien waiter's still much better :)

2nd part of my entry.
a few days back, i went with my dear tall sis to a very nice place. it's like fairy land. HA.. no, i wish, but that place certainly didnt feel like singapore. i liked it very much :) im so gg to go there one night just to chill. it's like the perfect place to spend time there with your special other half.

jolene is lazy, so she coped photos from her tall sis's blog
the photos that are pretty, are all lovingly photoshopped by my tall sis! <3>

Till next time!

i hope my this 2 dear friends will both be happy,

and that everything was the way they were last time.

if only,

and i hope, i won't create any trouble :(

*Complain Queen

2007-10-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL's a DRAG

i could go on complaining, and whining about how i'd rather not have school,

but i'll spare all the eyes reading this.

OK, i have my nice 2nd story weird mad friends, but, still, school's boring la. and the lecturers are dumb, why do they love posting notes in adobe format so much, it's wasting like all my toner ink! what's so bad about powerpoint huh?

anw,i've successfully printed out all my printable notes for the whole semester! and man, is it a killer. nowonder the photocopying shop aunty is always menopausal, and when i ask why the notes are always so expensive, she'll lecture and lecture me.

oops, i still had to whine abit. ( and i miss whining to hengheng the pig father :( haven't done it in a long long while )

BLAH.

stef was saying how i think school is exhaustive because i haven't seen botox boy. i thought about it, and MAYBE that's why. PLEASE God, let me just bump into BB like once a week, and i might be happy and less complainy. :P (ok, stef, don't say he's ugly anymore k? i tell you, YOU have bad taste:P)

anw, just some photos from felicia's bday sentosa trip! felicia didnt want to take many photos though.

thebeach's always nice, rain or shine

daddy!as always drinking his tea

copying felicia's act cute face

that beach tram pillar spoils the exterior doesnt it!

it was dark, and we forgot the camera.(which has flash)

jamie & i shared apple lollipop, and sex on the beach, prefered the latter much more, NICE!

and white choc martini is like sinfully delicious.

this looks better by night,didnt notice it before.

the fish spa. take 2

the chair lift thing, & i was super unglam, coz i was taking photos for the people behind, and didnt have enough time to turn for the cam tower.

and OFCOURSE shopping @ vivo, how can there not be shopping :P

i need sleep. bye

*tooupsettoblogproper

2007-10-14T19:32:00.000-07:00

DARN! School's started!
D: D: D: D: D: D:
Maybe i should aspire to be a sushi chef and quit school.
anybody wants to see whether they've got talent?
check here.

*ifellinlovewthedjdj

2007-10-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

have you ever had that feeling

that feeling

it's all fine when you haven't seen him in awhile

but when he comes around

when you see him again

you get this fuzzy feel in you all over

and it's back to square one.

am just gonna ramble random-ly about my going-ons. they are in no order whatsoever.

ANYWAY! i finally got that catching up/ shopping trip w my beloved aunty jamie, i think she's the only person left other than my sister that i really grew up with since young :) so we did the usual, eat, shop,and camwhore with dresses that were longer than me. how can people be so tall, really. (sorry eugenie, no i'm not talking about you, im talking about those taller than you, the tall untill no use kind of people :p) and i ate fried mars bars for the 1st time! haha, i always say it's the 1st time because i always forget how it tastes like. so for the record, it just taste, sweet, oily, and sticky, and very CARBS-y.

and my lovely pretty australia buddy! come to think of it, she helped to mould me abit to who i am today too, without her, i'd probably still be extremely introverted. not that im extremely extroverted now, im still shy (haha), and i like to maintain a low profile :) which reminds me, i've finally found out why stef and genie thinks botox boy is ugly. sarah would probably find him cute. haha. we decided that both of us will get married to guys next time who majority of the female population will find ugly, but our guys will be like gems in our eyes. then if people go, aiyo, why that girl marry such an ugly guy,we can back up for each other, by going , no what, he's gorgeous :P omg, i had so much nonsensical fun with her. the talks, the HELLO guy whom she thought was my friend and i thought was hers, spending money again, the treasure hunt for her phone, which we realised was lost only like probably 5 hours after she lost it. thank GOD for honest THE FACE SHOP people :) but why they never pick up the phone, that may have made it easier to find the phone, since we went back there to look LAST.

im so glad our paths crossed. i could never find another girlfriend like her.

and last thing im gonna blog about. met jusjusjus! and ate fish n co!! happiness, ok spend money again. but when school starts im gonna save like im saving for a lambo ok? ( i always say the same thing) he says the stupidest things ever, and makes me laugh my head off. we have the weirdest random-est convos. and after we'll wonder why did we even talk about that. an example could be like how we were talking about havaianas, the printed ones, then it moved to how it was comparable to wearing nice underwear and feeling happy about it, then to girls we arent very ladylike. one . anw, the movie, was not bad, not something i would watch on my own accord, but the movie's worth watching. yeah definately. zombies are dumb.

after, cabbed home since it was late. went over to park mall, and saw ZERO taxis. took the risk by sharing cab with this anonymous guy. my mum'll kill me if she knew i shared cab. anw, the guy was nice and since he was riding to SIM. it was on the way. did you know there's a pub in ngee ann, next to the alumni clubhouse? omg i didnt know. till that day. he made small talk, i think i gave the don't talk to me vibe like i always do. it just comes naturally. he asked where studied i said ngeeann. whatcourse, i lied, just said business. then lied a few more times. i felt so bad for lying so much, but it's just protective instinct . so he just gave me 10 bucks for the ride to pay the uncle later. i absentlymindedly took it. but after counting i realised he gave me alot la. coz when i reached home, it was only 13bucks. so that means i only paid 3 bucks actually. again, realised today that there are quite alot of kind and decent people in singapore, and i shouldnt be so wary of people.

enough! off i go :)

*ghostsdrift

2007-10-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

was just wondering
why is it so easy to drift
humans are like a piece of rice paper.
alittle external factors and we
break alittle
change alittle
sometimes A LOT
in a way that wasnt us anymore
and he doesnt like us this way.